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Sat Dec 5, 2009, 8:03 AM
  • Mood: Miserable
did i ask for this to happen? i'm not sure. i hate my life and pretending makes me feel better. i want to scream at you so you can understand me. i know what being strung along feels like. don't fucking lie to me. you're probably my friend because you feel sorry for me. i thought you trusted me. i thought you understood me. what else am i supposed to do, just stop everything and pretend what -you- want? pretend everything's normal between us and there's no conflict? too fucking bad. i cry over you. i miss you every day. i love you and i don't want to stop loving you.

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god i'm pathetic. well, time for some head smashing. oh no! i'm making people feel sorry for me by being an attention whore! i'm only posting this because i want attention and i want people to say "it'll be okay"!

fuck no. nothing can make this okay except what's in my mind. i can only imagine true happiness. i really want to die but know that i can't. everyone would be angry at me.

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heh, the way i reacted to it, i'm surprised i hadn't favorited that poem before. :hug:

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